Thursday, January 14, 2010



salam.. its been a long time isnt it? hm... rite now everybody was stress out for coming exam. dunno... but that 's life.. you will never run away from a word calledtest.. curious sometime, what kind of test that Allah has meke up for me... would i bear to face it... well.. again.. donno.. "life is so unfair, why did i have to face it!!!..."

some kind like familiar to those word... anyhow, this is my 10 tips on the way i face THOSE TEST TO ME.. let us see behind it

1) nobody in this world could know their own fate, isnt' it? then we have to challenge everything in happy mode, be brave, courage and feel keen to face the new thing. well, somehow it may cause us so great palpitation, but that what is life promise you .. you will get back what you had given.. so, be happy for tomorrow.. :)
2)be ready in everything you do, huh! these phrase look awkward to me, because im the one that never promise these statement, but i make sure that in most of the time, i will not look chaos and be-cool to face the challenging tomorrow..
3)never stop to ask for help this is general. but, first, bear in mind that Allah will never left you apart in whatever circumstances. so never feel lonely, cause HE will be by your side, whenever you neede, its just.. we... never grasp this golden opportunities..
4)crying...this is proven helps, as it always accompanied me whenever i felt that im going to demise myself in the lake of my problem, stress and task!!! you can choose either to do it alone, together (you and HIM) or to all of your roomate... lets cry... wawawawa...
5)try to sit, think and stop talking this is just to make you shut down your mouth from talking, switch off your thinking and try to solve it in a very silent way... if you calm, your decision wil never regret you as you also can weigh the pro and cons of your choose.
6)writing is it ok? well,, sometimes i like to only talk to nobody, no one but myself. just talk to my diary, put some tear over that silent paper and draw something that can make you happy, like drawing cartoon.. huhu... its better that you draw in the wall
7)do some exercise i like badminton, so when sunday comes, i like top play (if got frient to play) it proves to lost your burdening fat, and also relief your stress. the time i smash, is the time i tought thatt im going to smash those stress too.. but please do on shuttlecock!
8)sleep early that the way you used too hmmm... iam actually rarely practising this as a matter of fact that im having insomnia... but i always try to di it. yet... still bad outcome. but i always see taht this helps a lot in my friend.. you may one of them.. try la!
9)playing computer game i donno. i didnt practise this. you can just try..!!
10) give yourself to the TESTER!!! i should put this above, well my fool always playing me. i hope in the way im looking for the perfect way of my problem solution, i always put my conscience in front me, and throw away the immature thinking from my head..

this is just a tips, you may or may not fit to my style, but who knows.. bubbye... see ya assalamualaikum...

Friday, August 21, 2009

when Ramadhan is coming...



salam sayang, salam rindu, salam wasilah ukhwahfillah for all my blog's viewer... it's been along time i havent post sumthin new (i mean, by my own words.. huhuhu..) to my cute's blog... chewah... kunun.. (sabahan word k... suree...)
soo..

for this upcoming Ramadhan (started today already..,) it's a little bit awkward for me, as i heard nothing of the Ramadhan announcement in the TV, waited for someone to wish me " selamat berpuasa..", no Bazaar 'surrounding' me... hmmm... it realy tought me sumthin... i guess..

life is not so easy for us to get access everything directly... we have to dig for it!! yeah.. sound sad for me as i feel... why we are 'bin' here in Sandakan???.. owh God... how superficial are my thinking.. then.. i start...
digging deeply and guess what i found... a Pearl!!! its a PEARL... i meant it guys... P.E.A.R.L!!!!!

I never tought that i will find one very good in torture, good in teaching and rich in smile nurse as Kak Rok...

i never tought that i will met the most sporting, crazy, tank of knowledge, and most psychoses doctors as Dr that i incidently found in Emergency Department (sorry... duno what is is name..)

i never tought i will live in such a good house condition as my house in Villa Permai Jaya (not shock with that villa word k.... simple one ja ni...
and last but not least...

i never tought that i will having my first Ramdahan in Sandakan..
such a pleasure and welcome experience of mine...

maybe no TV.... never mind la... got laptop
maybe no Ramadahan announcement.... never mind la... got my mum tell me
maybe no One Borneo.... never mind la... we got big big big Giant here...
maybe no partner to watch horror muvee one...never mind la... got plenty of 'horror' here.. :)
maybe no one wish me...actually got la.... (above is just kidding and want to catch you guys in my sad mood... huhuhuhuhu
maybe too much that less here compare to the main activities of HM in campus...

never mind la... never mind la... never mind la...

There must be something hidden for me and my fella to be done here!!! (even though im jealous so so so much!... Astaghfirullah....)

okey.. tired of writing... actually i just skip my self to write this coz im tiring of writing my case note!!

okey.. i leave you guys with this.. as a dessert and as an evidence that there is 'someone' out there wish puasa to me... hahaha

SUNDAY is searching for MONDAY.. wanna ask.. "have u seen... where is TUESDAY??.. sa that to remind WEDNESDAY...to tell to THURSDAY "dont forget to messege to FRIDAY that.. we are sure punya fasting on this SATURDAY!!!!
Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak!!! cau cin cau...

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

bila hati mati...



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p/s : i took from unknown fren, 4 us to re-think of what we have done to ourselves... anyway...
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Saturday, July 4, 2009

who does ALLAH loves?????


with the name of Allah, Most Gracious and Most Merciful...

1) Allah loves Muhsineen (Good Doers) [2:195, 3:134, 3:148, 5:13, 5:93]

2) Allah loves Tawwabeen [2:222]
Those who turn to rightfulness and recourse much to Him and His Guidance

3) Allah loves Mutahhareen [2:222, 9:108]
Those who keep their bodies free from filth, minds distant from dirty thoughts and conduct
clean from unseemly acts

4) Allah loves Muttaqeen [3:76, 9:4, 9:7]
Those who guard themselves against evil and preserve themselves from the inevitable
harmful consequences for violating Allah’s Commands by carefully abiding by His Guidance,
not exceeding His Prescribed Limits and not deviating or departing from His Right Path; those
who render service and obedience to Him alone

5) Allah loves Sabireen (Being Patient) [3:146]
Those who have capacity to endure hardship, difficulty, or inconvenience with calmness and
self-control; those who can exhibit tolerance and restraint in the face of provocation; those
who have calm and tranquil state of mind; those who can exhibit composure, equanimity, self-
constraint, self-control, steadfastness, determination, perseverance and endurance; those who
steadily adhere to the statutes of Quran; those who maintain constancy with Allah; those who
show patience, endurance, equanimity and adherence to the Laws of Allah in harm, injury,
mischief damage, poverty, bodily affliction, distress, lack of means of subsistence, misfortune,
calamity, fear, hunger, a state of pressing want, loss of money, loss of life or loss of fruits of
their toil (2:177, 2:155, 22:35)

6) Allah loves Mutawakkileen [3:159]
Those who put their trust in Allah and His Laws after seeking His Guidance, deliberation,
consultation, decision making, resolution and determination

7) Allah loves Muqsiteen [5:42, 49:9, 60:8]
Those who act equitably and justly, and judge and make reconciliation among people with
equity, fairness and justice

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

The month of Rejab


Today, 24 June 2009 shall be the first rejab in islamic calender...This month of the creator god, Allah S.W.T.

As we all know Rejab is the one of the other four month that declared sacred by Allah S.W.T in the Holy Qur'an...

Rasulullah S.A.W said that, all of you should dignify the month of rejab, where you will dignified with one thousand of dignify at the day of the Last Judgement by Allah S.W.T.

Rasulullah S.A.W continued, month of Rejab is Allah's month, Syaaban is the month of mine, and the month of my followers are Ramadhan.

8 good practice that can be performed in this month of Rejab:-
  1. Fasting
  2. Animate the night with 'solat sunat, taubat, hajat and so on'
  3. Make 'solat sunat rejab' 20 times with 10 salam. The time between Maghrib and Isyak.
  4. Utter Allah's name out of devotion to Him and His oneness as much 1000 every day
  5. Prayer for Prophet Muhammad (selawat)
  6. istiqfar
  7. Alms
  8. Read the Holy Qur'an and surah ikhlas 11-12 times every day.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

benarkah aku seorang da'ie????


salam sejahtera, salam wasilah ukhwah fillah... salam bertemu kembali, sahabat dan sahabiah, my febret viewer, kak aichik aidik's yang always diingati, thanks guys.. for still keep on viewing us.. thanks...

i do have a regular 'visit' in one anonymous friend in alam maya ini.. keretamayat.blogspot.. huhuhu... quite ok also, i like the way he present himself in his writing, but yeah... he must do something about his xxxxxxxx writing...??? okey.. go straight!!!

i've read on his post, something about being a daie in modern world. he keep blaming/advicing/commenting/ whatever you think are, that daie nowadays are not following the same path like Rasulullah did. i agee with that. we can (almost everyday) saw that kumpulan nasyeed skang ni macam cendawan yang tumbuh pas hujan, yang ingin menyampaikan dan membawa mesej dakwah pada makhluk Allah yang tak paham di liuar sana, tak gitu... tapi still berlaku 3 big and main probs, u know what?

1. orang murtad berbondong2 dah kat Malaysia ni.. ye kan?
2. telah muncul pembaharuan dalam beragama, skang ni tudung pun buleh nampak telinga dan bumper depan... tak heran kan???
3. dicabut brasa kegerunan orang kafir terhadap orang islam... obviously..

i agree of what he say.. i duno wheather my writing will be read by those non-muslims and it will atract them to convert to islam.. i never know, and i will never know...

that's y we have to turun padang... right?? cabaran seorang penyanyi nasyeed yang berperang nak membawa sekumpulan manusia ke jalan yang benar, ia itu islam , tak sama mehnahnya dengan seorang daie yang turun ke dalam medan dakwah, basah keringat dan tumpah darah kerana nak meng'islam'kan seorang manusia!!!

so, those yang nak dapat pahala lebih, its not worththat we just update blog, jadik n buwat lagu nasyeed, p hadiri majlis ilmu (i tak kate tak payah!), and macam2 lagilah dakwah yang "tak turun padang " take any chance to grape your mad'ue during any event that overcrowding with people, (eg : perhimpinan hari kemerdekaan, perbarisan maulidur rasul, orientasi pelajar baru ke universiti, n ape2 lagi lah)... show your skil of dakwah fardhiyyah chaiyo!!! ... promote... :)

cau cin cau...
 

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