when Ramadhan is coming...

salam sayang, salam rindu, salam wasilah ukhwahfillah for all my blog's viewer... it's been along time i havent post sumthin new (i mean, by my own words.. huhuhu..) to my cute's blog... chewah... kunun.. (sabahan word k... suree...)
soo..

for this upcoming Ramadhan (started today already..,) it's a little bit awkward for me, as i heard nothing of the Ramadhan announcement in the TV, waited for someone to wish me " selamat berpuasa..", no Bazaar 'surrounding' me... hmmm... it realy tought me sumthin... i guess..

life is not so easy for us to get access everything directly... we have to dig for it!! yeah.. sound sad for me as i feel... why we are 'bin' here in Sandakan???.. owh God... how superficial are my thinking.. then.. i start...
digging deeply and guess what i found... a Pearl!!! its a PEARL... i meant it guys... P.E.A.R.L!!!!!

I never tought that i will find one very good in torture, good in teaching and rich in smile nurse as Kak Rok...

i never tought that i will met the most sporting, crazy, tank of knowledge, and most psychoses doctors as Dr that i incidently found in Emergency Department (sorry... duno what is is name..)

i never tought i will live in such a good house condition as my house in Villa Permai Jaya (not shock with that villa word k.... simple one ja ni...
and last but not least...

i never tought that i will having my first Ramdahan in Sandakan..
such a pleasure and welcome experience of mine...

maybe no TV.... never mind la... got laptop
maybe no Ramadahan announcement.... never mind la... got my mum tell me
maybe no One Borneo.... never mind la... we got big big big Giant here...
maybe no partner to watch horror muvee one...never mind la... got plenty of 'horror' here.. :)
maybe no one wish me...actually got la.... (above is just kidding and want to catch you guys in my sad mood... huhuhuhuhu
maybe too much that less here compare to the main activities of HM in campus...

never mind la... never mind la... never mind la...

There must be something hidden for me and my fella to be done here!!! (even though im jealous so so so much!... Astaghfirullah....)

okey.. tired of writing... actually i just skip my self to write this coz im tiring of writing my case note!!

okey.. i leave you guys with this.. as a dessert and as an evidence that there is 'someone' out there wish puasa to me... hahaha

SUNDAY is searching for MONDAY.. wanna ask.. "have u seen... where is TUESDAY??.. sa that to remind WEDNESDAY...to tell to THURSDAY "dont forget to messege to FRIDAY that.. we are sure punya fasting on this SATURDAY!!!!
Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak!!! cau cin cau...

bila hati mati...

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this r 4 u and ME!!!

Aku bimbang ..sangat bimbang Bagaimanakah kalau besok..aku mati mendadak? Sembahyangku masih banyak..yang belum terqada' Ingin membayar puasa yang tertinggal..masih belum aku bertindak Hutangku masih berlambak-lambak.
Finance kereta-ku belum lagi lunas tertunai Hutang bank rumah-ku masih belum selesai Kewajipanku masih banyak yang terbengkalai

Aku bimbang..sangat bimbang.. Apakah aku akan diberi VIP Welcome di alam barzakh oleh Munkar dan Nankir dengan senyuman bermanis wajah Atau .......................................
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Aku bimbang..sangat bimbang.. Isyak masuk..ayah ke surau menyembah Allah Aku depan tv menonton AKADEMI FANTASIA, Ayah bertasbih, bertahmid..berzikir memuji Tuhan
Aku terjerit2..MENYOKONG PESERTA REALITI TV YANG SIA-SIA. Ayah menggunakan masa mencari redhaan Tuhan Tapi aku masih berpoya-poya seperti NYAWAKU PANJANG LAGI. Kalaulah besok subuh Izrail datang bertandang Bagaimanakah nasibku..setelah dunia aku tinggalkan?

Aku bimbang..amat bimbang.. Imanku masih terumbang-umbang Ketika aku di dalam kubur.. adakah orang yang akan mendo'akan ? Siapa akan menyedekahkan bacaan Yasin dan surah-surah Al-Qur'an Buat meredakan siksa kubur yang datang tanpa kasihan Nasibku di bawah tanah..adakah siapa yang akan mengenangkan ? Hilang aku dari pandangan..
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p/s : i took from unknown fren, 4 us to re-think of what we have done to ourselves... anyway...
ahlan wa sahlan ya Ramadhan....
cau cin cau....